Hey guys... sorry I'm not too active on here anymore. I've had a lot of shit go down these past few months. I can't write, edit, draw, or even do schoolwork I'm so miserable. Lost my best friend (because I'm a moron..) two weeks ago and she's blocked me from everything, girlfriend broke up with me in September, I'm behind on schoolwork, have insomnia, parents pressuring down on me because of school and them wanting me to go to church, my depression's coming back (I'd gotten better, now I have strong urges to cut and almost committed suicide the night my friend stopped being... well, my friend), OCD is worse, I'm starting to have personality s